I'm Baa-ack...

...after, like, a million years it seems. Where does the time go? I just read over my last post, which I wrote at the start of May, and it feels like a lifetime ago. So much has happened since then!

Regrettable? Maybe. Unforgettable? Definitely.

I won't going to get into the gritty details of my past 6 or so months, but let me say this much: 2012 was a helluva year, and I'm not sorry that it is over.

Basically, my summer didn't go as planned, (but when does it ever?) My job at the first camp in May was wonderful. I loved my boss and the people I worked with. Then, my second job in June was a total nightmare. The people I worked with and for were complete jerks that treated me like garbage - to the point where I could have (and probably should have) filed harassment charges. I reached a breaking point about 4 weeks in and tore my boss a new one, (he had it coming). Anyways, that outburst got me fired (which they had no right to do) and I went back to the other camp as a counselor. As much as I loved it, I was in rough shape. I think something snapped in me the day I lost my job and I spent most of the summer trying to find an even ground between depression and mania. By the end of the summer I was chain smoking, drinking whiskey for breakfast, and railing T3s. Admittedly, not my finest moment.

But I survived, and now I'm here, (20 lbs heavier...) and ready to put it all behind me.

A fresh start is what I need, and while January 1st seems like a cliche date to reinvent and redirect my life, then maybe I'll just post this tomorrow, instead.

A fresh start is what I need, and while January 1st seems like a cliche date to reinvent and redirect my life, let's just forget what day it is. This has been a long time coming, but I'm finally ready to figure my shit out, (and lose these extra pounds).

Happy New Year lovelies!

xxx

P.S. I feel that this song pretty much sums up how I feel about 2012. No regrets. Ever.

I Love It - Icona Pop feat. Charlie XCX